birdlike bonesit's like youwrapped your fingersaround my throatand then hadthe nerve to ask meto breathe.
RegretOnce, you were my everything.I was blinded by my need.How could it have ever worked,When we could never touch?You were my fantasy,My dream love.I still don’t understand whyIt had to end the way it did.Our beautiful loveSplintered into thousands of nightmares.I know I was the one to break it off,But I’ll always regret we changed so much.Why did you drive me away?Did I mean so little to you?Or could it be I dreamed you into being?All I have now are muddled memories,And more missing pieces…
Unlit cigarettesYour heart doesn't beatto the same rhythm as minebut I want it to.
imaginemy vacant fingers missthe press of yourseven if it was onlyin my mindthat we weretouching.you were mine, therefloating happily througheyes squeezed shutbecause you wereright there with mebut now you're not.your fingersare pressing intothe dips of her spineand it's notfair.you said you wanted toalways make me happybutall you did wasmake me cry.
MonstersThe monsters don'tlive under your bed anymore.They don't rattle your closet doorsand scratch at your windows.They hide in yourpill bottles and sleepwith your razors,laughing as you choke onthe smoke from your cigarette.They sit on the toiletas you vomit whiskey and rum,counting down the daysuntil you self-destruct.They throw flowers on your gravesurrounded by people pretending to give a shitand tell everyone you were sofucking beautifuland that it's okay, becauseyou're in a better place, now.Halle-fucking-lujah.